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:: lundi, mars 31, 2003 ::

Song of the day: Queens of the Stone Age - The lost art of keeping a secret
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!
It's sunny, so nice. But the girls here have decided to kill me, they all wear mini skirt and nice décolleté, they are so beautiful, it's killing me!! I need a nice girl to share my life... No I'm not sad, but I'd feel even better if I knew that this special someone will be wait for me at home tonight. *sigh*
Once again I was too lazy to blog yesterday. I haven't done much, just went to the pub to watch the rugby game Ireland-England. it was a good game and the atmosphere was really great.
I don't know why I am happy today, the weather is really nice (we have 4 duck on the parking lot, they are cute, they just moving when a truck is coming near the warehouse). I don't have a lot of work, but I just enjoy!
See ya soon





:: Primate 5:15 PM [+] ::
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Blog in french for tonight.
Song of the day: The Police - Message in a bottle
Fais chier, mon père s'est encore mis au tas. Mais heureusement cette fois il ne s'est pas blessé (enfin c'est ce qu'il me dit). Je dis encore, ce n'est pas parce qu'il a l'habitude d'avoir des accidents de motos, mais il se trouve qu'il en a déjà eu un en septembre. Et à chaque fois je m'inquiéte un peu plus. J'aime la moto, j'adore ça, c'est ma passion, et je suis heureux de partager ma passion avec mes parents. Mais ça me fait peur. Ma mère ne prends plus trop la moto (ça doit faire plus d'un an qu'elle n'a pas roulé). Et puis elle ne la prends que pour des petites ballades, elle ne l'utilise pas au quotidien, et elle roule doucement. Donc ça va. Mais mon père roule tous les jours avec pour aller au taf. Je suis toujours inquiet s'il ne m'envoye pas de SMS pour me dire qu'il est rentré.
Lorsque mes parents ont eu leurs permis moto, j'ai commencé à m'inquiéter beaucoup plus qu'avant, à avoir peur qu'il leur arrive quelques chose. Et j'ai aussi compris ce que j'avais pû leurs faire subir, l'inquiétude qu'ils devaient ressentir lorsque je sortais avec la moto. Je me rappelle que lorsque j'allais aux rassemblement moto du vendredi soir ma mère laissait la porte qui commmunique entre leur chambre et le couloir ouverte. Lorsque je rentrais je devais la fermer, comme ça lorsqu'elle se réveillait au milieu de la nuit elle savait s j'était rentré! C'était une époque où le portable n'existait pas (enfin si mais pas pour le commun des mortels!), et heureusement, sinon je crois qu'elle aurait passée ça vie à m'appeller le vendredi soir!!! Mais maintenant je comprends ce qu'elle ressentait, et c'est moi qui fait ça, si mon père ne m'a pas envoyé de SMS, je l'appelle et l'engueule en lui disant que je m'inquiètais! Vu comment je suis avec mes parents, je plains mes gamins, et si j'ai une fille en premier, je crois qu'elle me haïra!
La moto est une passion qui m'a coûté cher, et qui m'a changé et m'a rendu perpétuellement inquiet et aux aguets. Mais elle m'apporte tellement de plaisir... Je suppose que cette passion est comme la vie, faite de hauts et de bas, de joies et de peines. Mais je n'aime quand mon père m'anonce ce genre de chose, surtout qu'on a appris à présenter la chose de façons à ne pas inquiété les autres. Tout à l'heure il m'a appellé, m'a demandé comment c'était passé la journée, et puis tout d'un coup, sans prévenir, il me sort du chapeau un : "tiens je me suis mis une buche"!!!!! Whaaaaaaaaat? Et t'as quoi? Et il me raconte le truc tranquille, et il me dit qu'il a pas grand chose. Et moi, depuis qu'il m'a dit ça, je touche du bois toutes les 5 minutes en espérant qu'on n'est plus d'accident. mais bon, je suis content qu'il n'ait rien, c'est l'essentiel.
Enfin bref, en dehr de ça la journée a été plutôt bonne, je suis allé au pub pour voir les match de rgby. Les motards été là en partie, donc on a pas mal papotté. Bonne journée, jusqu'à ce coup de fil de mon père. Tiens d'ailleur je vais lui passer un coup de fil histore de le réveiller et de voir comment il va (je suis mauvaise langue, il s'était pas endormi devant la TV ;-) ). Bon, il va pas trop mal.
Bon moi, j'ai bien envie de me faire un petit Crying Freeman ou The Crow, je vais voir.
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:: Primate 11:13 PM [+] ::
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song of the day: Serge Gainsbourg - Ballade de Melody Nelson
It's such a boring day, I really have nothing to do and I'm fed-up to read news on the internet, they only speak about war *sigh*. So I'm going to take advantage of this "no work" moment to talk about this week-end.
Friday was not a really good day, I've called the recruiter to know what are the result of the personality test, and why I've "failed". And maybe I should have not call him!!! He started by telling me one or two quality and he then he went on the default, and damn it's really unpleasant to here someone enumerate all your default that you know! Really depressing, "you'll have to work a lot on yourself to improve your relation with others"!! *ouch* That's hurt! And some other stuff that I don't want to remember. When I came back home, I thought the light was redj, so I stopped at the signal, and the guy behind just hit my exhaust : the signal was green, I don't know what happen, I was in my thought... Damn day. At least there is no damage on the bike. To cheer me up, I whatched a Belmondo DVD (Le Marginal) and Le pacte des loups (Brotherhood of the Wolf ), nice one.
On saturday I went to the pub, and had good moment, as usual. The biker asked me if I would like to ride on sunday, and we agreed to meet at 9.30am next morning (that's really early for a sunday!). The ride was so nice, we were 3 : Morgane, a VTR and a TLS. It has been a long time since I haven't ride with other bike, it was great. It was not a race, but it was definitly not a ballad!!! The english road are pretty nice, with a lot of small turn, not too many car, I really enjoyed it. Yesterday I called my French Honda dealer to take an appointment for the 12000km service. Ms D seemed happy, and we talked for a while.
Ok, I have to go back to work.
See ya


:: Primate 3:56 PM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Mandoza - 50/50 (South African Kwaito)
I don't wanna blog tonight, I'm tired. And apart from talking about my week-end (I'll do that tomorow), I don't have a lot to say. This was a very long day, I just finish the documentation for my boss, and that's all. But the weather is so nice, that I can't complain.
I have just finished my book: The relic by Preston Douglas and Lincoln Child. I really enjoyed it, it was very good. That's the 3rd book written by them that I read (with Ice Limit and Riptide ). I love the way they build their story. And I now start Reliquary. That's always a little bit scary, but it is so capivating, you don't want to stop reading until you know how it ends. Ok, I'm done, see ya.
:: Primate 1:19 AM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Jimi Hendrix - All along the watchtower
I've been to lazy all this week end to write here, and I have to say that I'm still lazy, I won't write everything I wanted to write today. On friday I had the result for the personality test I took last week-end. I'll talk about it and about this week-end tomorow.
I just wanted to take two minutes to introduce you with my baby, my little Morgane. I talk to you about her a couple of time, now you can see how she looks like. I wanted to put her picture here cause this sunday she was so perfect, we've been for a ride with two big 1000cc twin, and I have to say that, even if we had some difficulty because of the lack of torque and power of the engine, she went so well, a real pleasure.
So here is my baby Morgane:



Today was a usual monday, exept that I was awake at 6am!!! I don't have any curtains and it was a really sunny morning, so I couldn't go back to sleep :-( But that's allow me to be right on time for the monday morning conference call and my boss, so my boss was (very) happy (first time in 4 month!). After I work on a documentation he wants me to do, boring but at least I had work so it was nice.
That's still war outside, and it does't seem to go the way they've plan it. We will see tomorow what the tank do in Bagdad, it will probably tell us if the war will be longer than everybody thaught.
I want to go ahaed in my book, so see you later.


:: Primate 12:27 AM [+] ::
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Song of the moment : Suprême NTM: That's my people
just a quick blog before I go to the pub. I'm watching the Live DVD or the Suprême NTM, and that so good. This the best french rap band. They were among the first rap band in France (with Assassin, I am and Minister AMER). On stage they bring out such a feeling of power, very impressive. The song My people is really great, it always remind me about my familly/friends.
I'll come back later to talk about yesterday.

:: Primate 1:02 PM [+] ::
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Friday Five

1. If you had the chance to meet someone you've never met, from the past or present, who would it be?
I think I would like to meet Boris Vian (a great French writter from the mid 20th century). Even if I'd like to meet Mick Doohan (5 times 500cc world champion), I think that I'd love to have a chat with Vian. For those who have read L'écume des jours, j'irais cracher sur vos tombe, it's obvius that it must be wanderfull to talk to him. His imagination was so huge and the book he wrote was so different one from the others. Ya, defenitely, if I can meet someone I have never meet, it would be Boris Vian.

2. If you had to live in a different century, past or future, which would it be?
I'd loved to live at Louis XIV's court, during the 17th century. A great period for the world and so different from the world we're living in!

3. If you had to move anywhere else on Earth, where would it be?
It would be in South Africa, near Cape Town or Knysna. This country is so beautifull and the people really nice. I think this is one of the only place I could live in without missing France.

4. If you had to be a fictional character, who would it be?
Gaston Lagaff. That's a comics character created by Franquin. He is always calm, never stressed. He just enjoy life the way it is. Money is not a problem, he spent his life sleeping at the office or creating new robot and stuff. Huge imagination. Ya I'd like being, thinking like him, nothing is a problem, he always fing a good idea to avoid problem. It can be nice being him.

5. If you had to live with having someone else's face as your own for the rest of your life, whose would it be?
My father's face, this way it would be like looking at my own face! And I'd already know how I'd look like when I got older!



:: Primate 2:28 PM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Suprême NTM - J'appuie sur la gachette (I pull the trigger)
I haven't blog yesterday cause I was really drunk, and not able to blog! ;-) It was a good day. My boss and T who is between my boss and I came from abroad (I am the only one from the team in England). We had 2 meeting. And twice my boss just play a fool of himself, by saying exactly the contrary of what he said a couple of week ago (and with what we totaly disagreed). He had a lot of people telling him exactly what we are trying to make him understand for weeks.Bha, I don't give a damn, he doesn't understand anything and always acts like he does, just try to cover his ass (even if he's always nice with me and tells me he is happy with my job, but I don't have a good feeling with him).I have a hell of difficulty to bear him, but I don't see him a lot, so it's ok. After the last meeting, my boos leaved. I went to have a beer and dinner at T's hotel. Very nice evening, we talked about a lot of stuff, and as we agree on work and a lot of other things, it was pretty pleasant. Excellent evening, but I came back in a bad shape!!! At least I went to bed early for once!
Today was pretty ok, until my boss called me and just pissed me off, I was really cross. Nothing really important, but it was just the way he acts, the way he does thing, really frustrating and upsetting. But I don't give a damn, because I will be in holliday next month, and I will go back to France for a week!!! I'm so happy. It will be great to see friends and familly.
I just recieve the answer for the test I passed this week-end, and as I've said, I failled! I will call them tomorow to know what is the problem. But with the personality test, you can never know what they are looking for.
I also recieve a mail from JC who just have finished the work in his new appartment and invite me for the next time I'll be in France. He told me that he is looking forward seeing me for the France MotoGP in May, I have to buy the ticket to go there, I'll definitly be at Le Mans for this great race!!
I feel lonely again, I have to find a girl to share my life with for a moment, even if she's not the one, I'll see later for that. I just need some tenderness.
I'm tired, see ya


:: Primate 12:14 AM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Beastie Boys - In a world gone mad
It's been such a good, you can't imagine how happy I've been all day long! And that's great to feel this way. The weather was not so bad (maybe a little bit to cold), as usual I didn't have anything to do, just reading blog and a some work (sometimes). But when I arrived at work, I switch on my cell phone, and I got a message from Phanie. She's one of my best friends, I know her since 1992. As I am a little bit insecure, and I always have to throw back into question everything, even the greatest friendship my friend can have for me, I sometimes think that my friends do not like me anymore, even Phanie (I was bestmen at her wedding). But this morning, just a couple of minutes after I switch on my phone, it rang. It was a short SMS from Phanie telling me that even if she had not take news from me for a long time, she thinks about me!!! What else can you wait from a friend? It put a smile on my face for the whole day. That's nice to receive this kind of message, especially when you live far from your friends and your country. I miss my familly/friends and my country *sigh*
I may add some link tonight.
I'm gonna stop this post here, cause my boss is coming tomorow morning and he's gonna be pissed off if I'm late (and I know that I won't be able to wake up tomorow, as everyday! :-( )

:: Primate 12:45 AM [+] ::
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There they go again, war is there...
Let's hope that the innocent and the Iraqui people won't be the victims of this war.
Bush's speech in english and in french.
:: Primate 11:49 AM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Renaud - Il pleut
It was a nice sunny day today (for once!): is spring coming? I hope so but I'm not so sure.I like when the weather is nice like this (even if it wake me up to early in the morning :-( ), it has a good influence on my mood, and the day seems shorter! Exept of the weather, it was as usual, I didn't do a lot.
so, the trip to Antibes. I left the office around 4PM to be at Heathrow on time (there was no way I could be late!!). I let Morgane get warm quietly, and after my cigarette, we hit the road. There is 89km of highway from the office to Heathrow, and it was empty, I really enjoyed the ride (I was pretty calm as I didn't drive over 210km/h). Then i had to let Morgane at Heathrow parking, :-( I don't like this, but I had no other choice.
The flight was ok, and almost arrive on time. Kinny was waiting for me. I brought a giant Toblerone (4,5Kg!!!) to him, he was happy! Then we directly go to Joe l'poète's appartment, there were an apéritif (at 11PM, but there is no time for us to make an aperitif!!). There was Loutre, Glop Glop, Joe's girlfriend and other people. It was very nice, I was really happy to see them again, it was good being there after a year and a half. Around 2AM, we left with Loutre to watch Les Barbouzes (again! ;-) ) at Kinny's place. After that (I can't remember what time it was, but it was too late) we decided to sleep.
The wake up was very hard on saturday morning, really to early, worst than usually!!! Kinny take me to the interview, it was only for personnality test, they'll phone me this week to give the results. I was amazed by all the people on the supermarket at 9AM, I would not thought there would be so many people at this moment. Whatever
After that Kinny and I went to eat something in a nice little restaurant in Nice-Nord. i didn't know that restaurant, but it was a good damn one: the food was great and the environment was faboulus, I loved it! Kinny is going well, he enjoys his work, and seems happy.
But at the end of the day, I had to go back to the airport... Back at Heathrow I found my little Morgane, and that make me feel great. We want back home and I slept!
Sunday, I woke up around 2PM, and I haven't done much. Just watched Taxi 3. I have to say that I liked it. A lot of people told me that it was not good, but I liked it the same way I liked the two first. It's just entertainment, you have to unplug your brain before, and not try to find all the impossible thing, just take it as it comes, and you could enjoy it. I finished the day with the serie 24 (That's a nice TV program, really captivating), and some reading (Superstition, I think the english name is The Relic).
Ok, I have to leave, and going to bed now.
See you.

:: Primate 12:32 AM [+] ::
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Stupid Blogger, just fucked up a thirty minutes post. I hate it!
I'll see if I write it again later
:: Primate 8:28 PM [+] ::
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To tired to blog. It was damn good to be back in Antibes, even only for a day. I'll tell you tomorow.
:: Primate 12:01 AM [+] ::
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Friday Five
1. Do you like talking on the phone? Why or why not?
Yep. Why? I don't know, maybe cause I like to keep in touch with my family and friends.

2. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My Dad, yesterday night (around 1AM, it must have been hell for him to wake up this morning!! ;-) )

3. About how many telephones do you have at home?
1 and 1 cell phone

4. Have you encountered anyone who has really bad phone manners? What happened?
No

5. Would you rather pick up the phone and call someone or write them an e-mail or a letter? Why or why not?
It depends what I have to say and to whom. But I think I'd prefer pick up the phone.
:: Primate 11:48 AM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Sergent Garcia - Stop da war
Bon, aujourd'hui j'ai envie de blogger en français, je ne sais pas si c'est parce que je rentre en France demain (même si ce n'est que pour 24h), mais c'est comme ça! Je suis vraiment content de rentrer en France demain, quitter pour quelques heures ce pays et me retrouver chez moi, hummmm.
C'est Kinny, un de mes meilleurs amis (j'aime bien ce film, mes meilleurs amis) qui va venir me chercher et chez qui je vais squatter. J'aime bien Kinny, c'est un véritable ami, ça va me faire plaisir de le revoir. Et puis je vais retrouver la côte, la mer (la vrai, pas la Manche, celle où on peut se baigner à partir d'avril sans chopper une pneumonie!), la pinède et les cigales qui chantent tout le temps, ça va être bon. Court, mais bon. Je vous raconterai.
La vie ici est assez tranquille, je ne fous pas grand chose au taf, ce qui me tape un peu sur le systéme, car, c'est pas que je sois un foudre de guerre, mais j'aime bien avoir un peu de boulot. Du coup le soir je suis un peu sur les nerfs et je conduis fort.Je me suis encore régalé ce soir, je suis sorti du taf alors que le soleil commençait doucement à se coucher derrière les arbres. C'était le premier jour depuis jeudi dernier qu'on avait du soleil ! Je suis donc resté un petit moment à fumer ma cloppe à côté de la moto qui chauffait tout en laissant les derniers rayons de soleil me caresser le visage. Une fois la cloppe fini et le moteur de Morgane bien chaud, je suis parti vers la maison, et je me suis bien fais plaisir, elle est en pleine forme en ce moment, les pneus accrochent bien et le moteur prend des tours avec joie, un vrai régal.
En parlant de régal, hier je me suis passé le DVD de Sherlock Holmes, le dessin animés, ça me fais toujours autant marrer, j'adore. D'ailleur, je vais aller me télécharger un ou deux Cat's Eyes et Olive et Tom avant de retourner lire mon bouquin.
Bon voila, je vais arrêter là.
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:: Primate 11:50 PM [+] ::
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That's funny how a song can pop up in your mind. I was outside smoking my cigarette :-( when I saw a truck from TNT, and I immediatly start singing : "cause I'm T.N.T, oï" from AC/DC! I haven't heard this song for a while, but it just pop up in my mind, and made me laugh ;-)



:: Primate 4:21 PM [+] ::
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I'm just a piece of shit, I haven't been able to last 24 hours without smoking... depressing.
:: Primate 1:41 PM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Sum 41-Still Waiting
I haven't done anything today, just read some blog (I have to update the Blog section, I found some nice ones).
I felt good when I left the office, and just wanted to ride for a bit. Morgane (my bike) was in mood to play so we took the long way to come back home, and were a little bit over the speed limit ;-)
I'm too tired, I'll try to continue this post tomorow.
I want to quit smoking (I haven't touch a cigarett since 5PM this wednesday). I don't know for how long it will last, but I try. I definitely don't want to stop, I like smoking too much, but I have to, for my health and because it's expensive (especially in the UK). Wait and see!

:: Primate 1:53 AM [+] ::
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Song of the day: Sinclair - L'âme légère (light soul)
Too lazy to blog tonight.... Just have enough energy to play to this stupid and addictive game!
:: Primate 1:53 AM [+] ::
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It was a cloudy british day, as usual, but it was even clouder 'cause today a great person, and champion, is gone. Barry Sheene died this monday in Australia. It's strange how we can feel close from someone that we don't even know. His death has really affected me, Barry Sheene was exactly 10 days older than my father who smoke too much, my gran father is under chimio because of cigaret (lung cancer) and Sheene died because of throat cancer caused by cigaret. When I heard about his death, i got scared to loose my parents/familly because of cancer. Fortunately, i got an e-mail from my granny who told me that he was feeling better and better, it put the first smile of the day on my face! The rest of the day was, as usual, boring, exept that I got more work (and interesting), so it was ok.
Yesterday was a great evening : for the first time in 15 years my football team (PSG) beats their enemy, OM on their field! I shouldn't be so happy about a football game, after all that's just sport. But it was nice.
I go back to read my book, see you.


:: Primate 12:10 AM [+] ::
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Insane is right!
Just a quick blog, I was watching the video of Mike Metzeger landing the first double backflip in the history of moto x-game on expn! I must have seen this video (and the backflip no footer from the winter x-game) at least 20 times and I'm amazed by this, I never though it could be possible, that's totaly lunatic, but that's great to see. Just have a look on this video, and enjoy.
I haven't done much yesterday, just went to a pub to watch the rugby game Ireland-France (awful game, France must improve badly before the World Cup this winter). I found a bunch of biker we chated a lot, and it was nice to find people who come to speak to you spontaneously. We exchange phone number I think that we will go for a ride (race ;-) ) when the wethear will be nicer. That's the beauty about bike, wherever you are in this world, if you have a bike, you'll always find people to talk to you, to integrate you in a foreign country, they don't care that you're not from the same country, that you have difficulties to speack their language (as you can see my english is not so good!) because you have the same passion of bike and riding, you're looking for the same feeling of freedom, speed and adrenaline, for the same fellowship, and you speack the same language, the language of passion. That's nice.
Ludo phone me when I was at the pub, he found a job at Michelin he is so happy so am I, he deserve it.
I want a cigaret, so I'm going to the pub, see you later.
:: Primate 5:03 PM [+] ::
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I drunk to much last night, it was difficult to bring the bike (and myself) back to home safely! I went to see a spaniard friend of mine who was here for a couple of day. it was nice talking with him again, it was a long time since last time we met.
Yesterday was such a beautiful day I even had lunch outside!! I thought that spring arrived and was pretty happy about it. But within the night, the weather has totaly changed and when I woke up it was pooring outside (in french we have a saying : pleuvoir comme vache qui pisse (to rain like a pissing cow), I don't know if there is the same king of saying in english? Anyway, that's not the point). For most of the day it was raining :-( But it was a pretty good day, the last of this week. I don't know why, but since I'm back in England from last week trip, I just feel good. There is no reason : I don't know what I'm going to do about my life, I don't know if I'll stay to this job, where I'm bored 6 out of 8 hours per day, I leave in a country where I don't feel very good, I badly want to go back in France, I've been alone for a very long time and have no loving girl to kiss and love when I come back at night... But despite of this I just feel relax and happy-go-lucky, and that's great after all.
I found several nice blog that I have to put in the link section, and some funy idea (as the Friday 5, with a list of what you like, etc.., I have to try this).
I'm just listening I'm with you by Avril Lavigne. I like this idea, the fact that somewhere in this fucking world there is maybe someone waiting for me, even if she and I are not aware of this, we are just waiting for each other. It would be nice... I've been alone for so long, that I don't even know if I would be able to live with someone, making concession all the time to pleased the other. i don't know, it would take time, but I should be able to do so if I meet the right girl, the one I have been looking for all my life.
Writting the blog just depress me tonight, I got to stop. See ya tomorow.

:: Primate 3:27 AM [+] ::
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It has been a rainy day, again. But the sun shone in my mind all day long, I felt, and still feel,good.
I'm watching this fucking TV. I thaught that french TV was the worst in the world. I was wrong, we are far behind english TV! Maybe it's just a question of being used to watch certain program, I don't know. But the good thing is that I watch less TV than I used to in France!!!! ;-) But I don't care 'cause I go back in France for a couple of day next weekend, yeahhh! I'm happy with what I have, I'm a lucky guy to have found a good job in England, but I have to say that I miss France. I think that everybody who is far from home want to go back sooner or latter. Anyway, I just try to enjoy and take advantage of this faboulus opportunities I have been given.I'll see latter for going back home. Carpediem!
Nothing is all black or all white, life is just a matters of grey shades!
Just saw Demolition man tonight, dumb movie but entertaining (and what else do we ask to a movie?!). And, as every time I watch this movie, I was wandering wich society do I prefer ours, or this "perfect society"? Imagine yourselves living in a country that hasn't known a murder for the last 15 years, it would be great! But what the point of living in a country where you cannot do anything: not disagree with the boss, not having sex, not swear (I would lost a bloody fortune with a law like this!), etc... I don't know, does a "perfectly safe society" imply that we become some sheep following the leader without being able to think or act by ourselves? Pffffff depresing. Let's go in hell, and continue to leave in a country where we can do wheelies everyday!!
Ok, I'm to tired, got to go. See ya latter
:: Primate 9:17 PM [+] ::
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I'm in a pretty good mood this morning,even if it was hard to wake up (as every morning ;-) ). I hope it will last!! It's rainy outside, as usual, but I don't care! I'm just feeling ok, and that's good sometimes!
:: Primate 10:50 AM [+] ::
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Another day in paradise
This day is comming to an end, at last. It was like all the other days. Fighting with the clock to stay in the bed, trying to find work to do, comming back to my bedtrying to find something intereesting on TV and wishing to go back in France. It looks like I live only to past another day. From the time I wake up I just wait for the end of the day, to be home again, waiting for a more interesting day.Even if I have a good day, enjoying my life, I still wait to be home again. Pretty strange. I'm just unable to be satisfied with what I have, I always hope to find something better the next day. Depressing. But I have my good old french comedy in DVD to cheers me up, and it's time to go and watch one (For the french : Les Barbouzes) ;-)

:: Primate 8:46 PM [+] ::
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So boring... It's a hell of a day, nothing happens, just trying to find some work to do but no one seems to have anything for me :-(
The UK are pretty cloudy today. It's funny to see how the weather can influence our mood some day! That's life.
Yeeeeeesss at last I have some work!! ;-)
Coming back latter.

:: Primate 4:39 PM [+] ::
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Back home, at least. It's been a good day, but it's nice to be alone in my room, not having people bothering me. I need to speak to people, to have friends, to talk to my familly but I often like to be alone, chatting with myself. That's something pretty weird than talking to oneself, we wonder if other people do the same, we try to argue with someone we have to agree with, ourselves. That's the only time we really think about what happen to us, to the world. When we speak to people, we don't think before, we just throw the first things coming out of our mind, that's just about instinct. But talking to ourselves force us to think, to develop a real discution based on our thought.
Anyway, that's getting boring!
Even if it was a good day, I still feel a little bit sad, unhappy. The only moment I forget about everything, about this feeling of happiness is when I ride my bike, I just feel free, free from the world, free from myself, just having good time.
Can't find my word anymore, got to go.

:: Primate 7:48 PM [+] ::
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First entry to my Blog.
Creating my blog is prety confusing : it's weird in a sense, but in another that's something I wanted to do for a long time. When you leave in a foreign country, far from your familly and friends, you have so many things in your mind that you want to share...
It seems to be a little megalomaniac to create a blog, as if anyone could be interesting in what we write. And maybe that's wwhy it's not so megalomaniac : we don't do it for anyone else but us, it's totally selfish!

(Oupsy, got to go back to work) I'll be back latter.

Primate

:: Primate 2:50 PM [+] ::
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